what i see when i'm walking alone at night

Ayo Echo

I always go without killing me slowly now
My mind is full of doubt, head is inside a drought
Not gonna matter now, I'm feeling hella drowned
Let me explain to you when I'm walking at night
All of the things that I think in my mind
Why do I have to hate my fucking life?
That's why I walk around feeling the chills
That are constantly running down on to my spine
Keeps me awake because I search my mind
To find the way to that will make me release
I finally feel awake and alive
That's something I thought I'd only feel when I died
The acid and shrooms are what opened my eyes
Now I can see that my life is a lie
Walking at night to try open my mind
I see the evil that's plaguing the light

I walk alone to reunite
I want to see what is left behind
I can feel that something died
Why can't I just be denied?
I'm letting this plague just roam my life
Can I stop if I cut with a knife?
Why, oh why is life so shite?
Fade to black or fade to white

Then I'll accept my fate, I know that death awaits
Free me from all this weight, I hide in the dark
I don't need no higher power to help me
With the will of mind I will break through my heart
And then in the cold of the night
I walk to the spot and dig up a hole that I call my graveyard
You can't find my body, I am meant to be here because through my life
I kept getting scarred
You can't come to me and expect my music
To be talking all about my money and cars
The lyrics I write are a note from my heart
I speak through the pages containing these bars
Listen to my words I tell you afar
Why I am here? Why I am left to be marked?
These are the reasons I lie in the marsh
What do I see when I walk in the dark