The Gift of Clarity

As I stared up at the sky, from a bottom where I’m surrounded by an endless nothing, I begged for an answer. For Anything. It was complete desperation. I asked myself, how did I end up here? But I knew the answer before the question ever left my lips

Sometimes I wonder how I’m still here. A scared little boy making every decision based on fear

I spent my whole life wondering why is this happening to me? I didn’t want to find the answer, because every time I found one it was me. I had to face it. No more running. It’s time I live my life with some fucking integrity. And be here for my loved ones. Because they were always there for me. Somehow they loved me when all I felt and knew was shame

The ties of who I was have been set free. i was always searching for that something but never held it
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My eyes they then opened up with clarity. For the first time in my life I found freedom from me

Now that all my fear is gone the clarity has shown me who I am and everything I’ll be. The gift of clarity