WILL I (Radio Edit)

Will I
I'm gonna ask
Will I
Will I

ever get rid of these feelings inside
Will I
ever feel like Ive got love inside
Will I bleed again

Will I see again
It's like it thrives within them
Steal then them heal again
Society with fallen men

I'm only trying to breathe again
Sitting in a dark dealers den
I see it through experienced lens
I see the reflect In there eyes

As this thing called time flies and passes by
Even stars die
I'll take this pain to three wise men
Repeat and repent

I got this special sixth sense
Dark coat sitting on the local Trent
As my thoughts float by
I still ask why we die

I still ask on my journey
Can I fly
While the skies reflect on the water's rippled edge
To the clouds I pledge

I'm one of God's biggest test
Mask and the vest
And I'm still asking God
Will I ever get rid of these feelings inside

I'm gonna ask
Will I be able to get this thing from inside
I'm gonna ask
I ask God to protect

Many times been close to death
I've been sitting on the edge of my bed
Hands on my head
Flashback sweats

Breathing heavy
Can't catch my breath
My shadow on my left
I'm born with the devil's debt

I'm Paying blood money
What you telling me
I've been yelling for time
I gotta be realistic

How quick they flip when money's involved
How quick the soul goes from silver to gold
And how a soul goes from warm to cold
I mean the dilemma makes my soul tremble

Praying on my knees
I'm a good fella
Been single out
First class is insane

I've been living bleeding from the pain
Fight or flight
Understanding
Bleeding right

I've been brought up like crime pays
Thinking about my sis always
And as the days expire we close more doorways
The feeling gets darker and deeper inside

Leaving things for far too long of time
My soul cries
And as I heal
My cells divide

I'm gonna ask
I'm gonna ask
Will I ever get rid of these of feelings inside
I'm gonna ask

Will I ever feel like Ive got love inside
I'm gonna ask
I will I live or will I die
I'm gonna ask

Will I be able to get this thing from inside