Sun And Storm

so I'm still plodding on,
on a path I cannot see.
so I left it all behind,
for a future where I'm free.

all my dreams had turned to dust,
and my lust for life declined.
all my hopes had gone away,
just a trace left in my mind.

for my will stopped to resist,
I let it take me away.
for my whole world fell apart,
what is left I cannot say.

and everything I was has turned to pain,
and everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame.
and everything I was has turned to pain,
and everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame.
and everywhere I go I feel the same,
and everytime I try I try in vain.

you had come to fill the void,
but you always were forlorn.
you had come into my life,
and you brought both sun and storm.

I could never break its force,
and then I was left to mourn.
I never knew what went wrong,
but you were both sun and storm.

when you came I did not fear,
but the shadow took your side.
when you fell I had to stay,
but I think I've also died.

and everywhere I go I feel the same,
and everytime I try I try in vain.
and everything I was has turned to pain,
and everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame.
and everywhere I go I feel the same,
and everytime I try I try in vain.