​funeral

[Chorus]
I meant nothing, I was running
I was gonna think of something
And I thought that you knew
Couldn’t do this on my own without you
Then you treated me like shit
I had nothing more to spend
Cause I know that you and I were fucked
I know I am a disappointment now
Come around, I don’t know a reason how
Yeah you hit me up right out of nowhere
Never heard a sound
Yeah I never wanted more
You know I’m broken to the core
I blocked you on all my accounts
Just so you wouldn’t be around

[Verse]
I’m just thinking about you
Because I can’t be around you
I wish that I was more involved
I wish your problems could get solved
By mе not about him
I know that you really want him
But you left me going ghost
And yеah I never left my home that day
And it’s that though
I’m missing you and my black coat
Because my life is fucked up since you left
You’re getting better till my death
Then you’ll know then
You’re fucking her and your boyfriend
You always said I was a piece of shit
I know you did not mean that shit
But you did though
I’m living my life with no hoe
And I can’t sit right here and think
A future with or without me
But yeah, you know
That I wanna just go home
Because I wanna be myself just by myself
Just leave my ass alone, bitch

[Bridge]
I'm broken now
I'm broken now
I wanna die, I wanna hide
I wanna frown again
I wanna die again, yeah
I wanna live my life again, yeah

[Outro]
Addict27 just died last week
Took a break from whatever
Tried to drown in the creek
Never thought about what life would bring him
He said sleep was for the weak
So he went on a rooftop just
Just to see if he could reach
And he saw the streets below
On top of the fucking building
Closed his eyes and he was falling
Off the motherfucking railing
All that he could fucking think about is his life ending
RIP Addict27, wish you well for all your healing
You won't be missed