Lately

I'm so done pretending everything is what it seems
Mf's acting different like they just pretending things
I mean
They need to stop, stop creating all the scenes
Stop tryna to play a fuckin' victim just to come out clean
Stop acting
Like
I did 'em dirty
Because It's been like
Couple of years and no one's worthy
And I can see straight
Yeah, I'm visionary
Wasted some time and I'm 20 already
Ain't got time they say
Man I need to hurry
How time has flown
it got me so worried
Man, I'm so flurried
The pain's too deep
Fuckin' 6feet buried
The thought of growing up
Goddamn, it's so scary
Look at all these burdens that my shoulders carry
Ever since I was a kid
They said I'm nobody
But on the contrary
J's too lit, he ain't ordinary
Lately I've been gettin' over a lot of shit
This attention that you speak of
Man, I'm gettin' lot of it
I wonder if it's me or just coz I can spit
Just a year back I had none of this
Now I'm dedicated, so elevated
Livin' life in this moment I celebrate it
Success awaited, I gotta get it
Having visions like it's a picture painted
No medications, I'll meditate it
Stress a part of life man it's all related
Love it overrated
God, I'm too jaded
But it's the little things that could have me persuaded
I'm not here to play games I'm here to fuckin' dominate
Now I'm pretty sure most of y'all will abominate
Denominate me to my common fate
Working 9 to 5? Oh, no. Not so common mate
Can't let your opinions accomodate
In my head I got nominate
What's a Grammy?
Lemme concentrate
What's an Oscar?
Lemme contemplate
What's a legend?
I'll elaboratel
What's the hurry?
Lemme grab a plate
you just heard about me?
Then you're stupid late
Lemme paint a picture
Just so you can hate
I'll let y'll debate
Come on, Now take out a pen and a page jot down all of my fuckin' mistakes
Try to put me up in a cage
Oh, no. I'm on a rage
I'm gonna break
All of your face
Cut to the chase
I'm gonna take
Number 1 place
Shooting it straight
Keeping it real
I don't do no fake
Lately I've been gettin' over a lot of shit
This attention that you speak of
Man, I'm gettin' lot of it
I wonder if it's me or just coz I can spit
Just a year back I had none of this
I remember lot of people, they doubted me
Now the same one's say that they proud of me
What is this double standard? Man, it clouded me
I can't think straight, it's too crowded here
Now I'm Dancin' with the Devil, blazin' until my
Eyes would bleed
Ain't doin' it for no gram, ain't doin' it for no heed
Man, I'm doing this for me
I ain't got no greed
Got real one's by my side, that's all I need
You think you know me? Judging me by feed
You got it all wrong, there's way more than you can see
Somewhere deep down, fuck it, I gotta keep it real I know you've been in my shoes and you've felt how it feels