I'm Tired

It's so cold outside
See the falling snow
Negative degrees
Don't know where to go
When I see your face
I get kinda scared
Cuz when I see your face
I'm so self-aware
Yeah, yeah
I say I'm okay but
Hey
You know I'm faking it bruh
Hey
Ya know I'm kinda shell shocked
Yeah I'll hit them with that same talk
"I'm fine"
"Just kidding"
I'm just not so great
Maybe after my meltdown
I'll finally catch a break
I'm tired of feeling so lonely
I'm tired of feeling ashamed
I'm tired of you not listening
But you don't seem to care anyway
I'm tired of feeling real crappy
And I don't wanna point the blame
But the next time you say something I don't like
Expect a punch right to your face
You say it's fair (yeah)
You say it's fair (yeah)
Well your friggin' wrong
Listen to the lyrics carefully
And maybe you'll sing along
People in my head keep talking mess
I'll just try my best to stay strong
You say my music sucks and it's trash
But what the hell is that outfit you put on
You say it's fair
You're unaware
First I was confused
Kept it all in cuz I refused
To say a word to you
I'm just shy
That's why I didn't reply
I just died inside and
I don't know why
I was so scared
With all that venom on your tongue
I guess I just wasn't prepared
And now
I'm tired of feeling so lonely
I'm tired of feeling ashamed
I'm tired of you not listening
But you don't seem to care anyway
I'm tired of feeling real crappy
And I don't wanna point the blame
But the next time you say something I don't like
Expect a punch right to your face