Easier

Don't know what to do anymore
Delusions I have, they feel like memories
I hear the words that I should have said
Don't wanna lose these wounds that you gave me

It was easier
When you gave up and walked away
It was easier
Holding the pain you chose to give me
What if I told you
That I was sorry
For all of the things I put you through
Is it easier
For me to hide in all the pain

I thought that time would heal all wounds
But it feels like these scars ripped open up again
'Cause every time I see your face
The thought of my past mistakes still haunts me

It was easier
When you gave up and walked away
It was easier
Holding the pain you chose to give me
What if I told you
That I was sorry
For all of the things I put you through
Is it easier
For me to hide in all the pain

I feel like I crashed through the floor when you told me
That these walls around me got you feeling so cold
But you left them torn to the ground when you told me
That you're letting go

It was easier
When you gave up and walked away
It was easier
Holding the pain you chose to give me
What if I told you
That I was sorry
For all of the things I put you through
Is it easier
For me to hide in all the pain