Death Waiting

Pop another couple pills, drop a couple bills
Lay my life to waste so I just think about drugs in the night
Supersonic speed, I'm flying face-first into hell
And I can't see anything but your face in the well

Oh well
Maybe I just gotta let it go, I don't know
If you change your mind let me know
I'll be on the bridge waiting for my time to go

Death is waiting but I don't fuck with him
My chances of living are nigh to slim

Lately I've been reasoning with myself
Therapy said I can't kill myself or anybody else
Fuck that, I know I can't change the past
But I'll let myself go if this moment could last

I just hope you get this message
Let's face it, you won't, so I'll take the liberty upon my own
Slice myself up in my own damn home, so what

A put a ration of sanity in my head so I can sleep in the night
It didn't work so I shot myself up with some drugs and I went out like a light
If you change your mind hit me up and I'll probably deny the call
I'll be on the bridge for my time to go

Death is waiting but I don't fuck with him
My chances of living are nigh to slim

Let me get a second cause I like it by myself
Just to realise what I'm doing to myself
Can't look back, I'm shooting for the stars
I'll be gunning at myself today or next march

I just like the taste of the blood in my mouth
Mixes really well with the shit I'm drinking now
Flash back to a better time when everything went right
Now I remember you was the cause of the fight

Death is waiting but I don't fuck with him
My chances of living are nigh to slim