피해망상 Pt. 3

[에픽하이 "피해망상 Pt. 3" 가사]

[Verse 1: Mithra Jin]
지금 난 걷고 있어, 참 많이 떨고있어
나 없인 살 의미가 없다던 그런 널
매몰차게 내몰아내
돌아서 뒤돌아서 난 바로 그녀 품으로 갔어
쓰러져 울며 애원하던 널
그렇게 외면하는게 아니였어
매일 내 아침을 차리던 널
이리도 쉽게 보내는 건 아니란걸
알면서도 니가 난간에
올라서던 그 장면, 내 꿈을 난자해
간밤의 악몽, 필요한 건 물 한컵
차려진 아침 식사, 숨막혀

[Chorus: Topbop]
이제는 숨이 멎었을까?
심장이 차가워졌을까?
어디선가 날 바라볼까?
언제까지 나를 원망할까?
이제는 숨이 멎었을까?
심장이 차가워졌을까?
어디선가 날 바라볼까?
언제까지 나를 따라올까?

[Verse 2: Yankie]
어느 한 남녀는 어느 한 밤
아주 자그만 호기심 반의 속도 위반에 걸려
쾌락이란 뱀은 이미 두 사람을 삼켜
탯줄이란 올가미는 그녀 목을 조여
엎친데 덮쳐, 남자는 여잘 떠나버려
여잔 아길 배려하며 교회 안에 버려
그러나 딱 한 발짝도 못가, oh god
그 애미의 자식은 슬피 우는가
느끼는 죄책감, 그 여잔 아기 곁에 가
자기 자식 입을 막아, 핏기는 옅어가
흘리는 눈물과 버림받은 어린 목숨과
끝내 그녀 역시 고통에 숨을 끊는가

[Chorus: Topbop]
이제는 숨이 멎었을까?
심장이 차가워졌을까?
어디선가 날 바라볼까?
언제까지 나를 원망할까?
이제는 숨이 멎었을까?
심장이 차가워졌을까?
어디선가 날 바라볼까?
언제까지 나를 따라올까?

[Verse 3: Tablo]
가로등 불 밑에 붉은 피가 물든 눈빛에
날 바라보는게 끔찍해, 사지가 뒤틀린 채
낯선 시체와 텅빈 길 끝에 그저 둘 뿐인데
숨죽인 채 주님의 눈 피해 trunk 속에 눕힌 채
핸들을 쥐네, 숨긴 죄 때문에 고개 숙인 채
가쁜 숨이 내 가슴 속에서 악취를 풍기네
아직도 술에 취해, 앞 길은 암흑 뿐인데
길 끝에 강변의 깊은 늪에 그 시체를 묻은 채
난 그때 꿈을 깨, 안심의 숨을 쉬네
출근길에 가위 눌린 채 잠시 잠든 것뿐인데
참 웃기네, 그저 꿈이라 말하면서 무시해
허나 왜 차가 움직일 때 느껴질까 이 무게?

[Verse 4: Topbob]
그래, 나는 지쳤다
악몽은 나를 물고 뜯고 또 찢었다
거울 옆 커다란 초상화 속에
어머니의 미소는 내 눈물 속에
침대 아래 썩은 음식을 삼키며
벽 시계 초침은 내 심장을 두드려
공간 속에 어둠이 달빛마저 바람에
거울속의 그는 어미의 목을 조르네
거울 옆 커다란 창문 속에는
소나기의 눈물이 내 미소 속에
침대아래 숨긴 엄마의 한 손이
내 옷깃을 꽉 잡네, 난 다시 잠을 깨

[Bridge: Tablo, Mithra Jin, Yankie, Topbob]
나의 피를 씻어줘, 나의 죄를 잊어줘
나의 피를 씻어줘, 나의 죄를 잊어줘
나의 피를 씻어줘, 나의 죄를 잊어줘
나의 피를 씻어줘, 나의 죄를 잊어줘
나의 피를 씻어줘, 나의 죄를 잊어줘
나의 피를 씻어줘, 나의 죄를 잊어줘
나의 피를 씻어줘, 나의 죄를 잊어줘
나의 피를 씻어줘, 나의 죄를 잊어줘

[Chorus: Topbop]
이제는 숨이 멎었을까?
심장이 차가워졌을까?
어디선가 날 바라볼까?
언제까지 나를 원망할까?
이제는 숨이 멎었을까?
심장이 차가워졌을까?
어디선가 날 바라볼까?
언제까지 나를 따라올까?

[Verse 1: Mithra Jin]
Right now, I’m walking, shivering a lot
Though you said there’s no meaning to your life without me
I heartlessly forced you out
And turning around, turning away, I went straight into her arms
I shouldn’t have neglected you as you fell onto the ground, crying
Though I knew I shouldn’t send you away so easily, especially when you even made breakfast for me every morning
The image of you standing on the railing stabs my dreams violently
Last night’s nightmare; what I need is a cup of water
There’s breakfast that’s been prepared - I’m suffocating

[Chorus: Topbop]
Would thеy have stopped breathing by now?
Would thеir hearts have become cold?
Would they be staring at me from somewhere?
When will they stop resenting me?
Would they have stopped breathing by now?
Would their hearts have become cold?
Would they be staring at me from somewhere?
When will they stop following me around?

[Verse 2: Yankie]
A couple, one night, gets caught with speeding, half of which is only a little curiosity
The snake of pleasure has already swallowed the two of them
The snare of umbilical cord is choking her throat
To make matters worse, the man leaves the woman
The woman, being considerate of the baby, abandons the baby in the church
But she can’t even take one step, oh god
Does the mother’s child cry sadly?
With a pang of guilt, she approaches the baby and suffocates her own child
The child turns pale; the tears flow down
And the young life has been abandoned
In the end, does she kill herself too because of the pain?

[Chorus: Topbop]
Would they have stopped breathing by now?
Would their hearts have become cold?
Would they be staring at me from somewhere?
When will they stop resenting me?
Would they have stopped breathing by now?
Would their hearts have become cold?
Would they be staring at me from somewhere?
When will they stop following me around?

[Verse 3: Tablo]
Under the street light; a red, bloodshot stare directed at me
It’s a horrible sight, with all four limbs twisted
With the strange dead body, at the end of the empty road, there are only the two of us
Holding my breath, avoiding the Lord’s eyes, after laying down the body in my trunk
I grab the handle, with my head facing down because of the sin I’m hiding
My short breath is giving out a stench in my heart
Still drunk, all I see before me is darkness
After burying the dead body in the deep swamp by the river at the end of the road
That’s when I wake up from the dream and breathe a sigh of relief
I just fell asleep and had a nightmare while driving to work, that’s all
Very funny, saying it’s only a dream, I ignore it
But why do I feel this weight when my car’s moving?

[Verse 4: Topbob]
Yes, I’m tired of it
The nightmares have bitten, broken and torn me apart
My mother’s smile in the huge portrait next to the mirror has disappeared in my tears
Swallowing the rotten food under my bed
The second hand of the clock on the wall is knocking on my heart
Within space, the darkness suspends even the moonlight
The man in the mirror chokes his mother’s throat
In the huge window next to the mirror, the tears of the shower rain disappear in my smile
My mother’s hand hidden under my bed grabs hard onto my clothes
I wake up from my sleep again
Cleanse my blood, forget my sins

[Bridge: Tablo, Mithra Jin, Yankie, Topbob]
Cleanse my blood, forget my sins
Cleanse my blood, forget my sins
Cleanse my blood, forget my sins
Cleanse my blood, forget my sins
Cleanse my blood, forget my sins
Cleanse my blood, forget my sins
Cleanse my blood, forget my sins
Cleanse my blood, forget my sins

[Chorus: Topbop]
Would they have stopped breathing by now?
Would their hearts have become cold?
Would they be staring at me from somewhere?
When will they stop resenting me?
Would they have stopped breathing by now?
Would their hearts have become cold?
Would they be staring at me from somewhere?
When will they stop following me around?