Unrequited

And this unrequited shit will be the death of me
The ecstasy
Not the same without you next to me
Shit was heavenly
Burnin old pictures in effigy
So desperately
Tryna get you out my fuckin head
But
Try as I might
You read my mind like every time
Know me and you show me
Rearrange my spine like every night
Alright
But that feel so long ago
Ever since you left
Shit been crashing down like dominoes
You say I keep askin things
With answers I don't wanna know
Prolly so but baby I jus gotta know
A la mode
It's so hard tryna get my heart & head to reach a common goal
I gotta go Adios
Might meet again, you never know
The way you pull me back in
Everytime I'm almost past you
Still hit my phone
But make it known
That I could never have you
I know not to bring you up
Around my friends
Your name's a taboo
I wanted you forever
Now I don't know
Tattoo
I'm thinking of you
Of you, of you
I'm thinkin of you
Of you, of you
I'm thinkin of you
And I'm thinkin of you
Even when I'm not
It's over when I'm sober
When I'm drunk you're in my thoughts
Hate it, I get faded
And I still ain't forgot
Get so wasted, make me jaded
So I take another shot
Get a lil twisted when I miss ya
Ima mess
Wishin you was with me
But you wishin me the best
Told me I should move on
But nobody else fit by my side
Convinced you'll never give in
But I'll be here if you change your mind
This unrequited shit will be the death of me
I'm never clean
I keep doin drugs to numb the thought of what'll never be
Searchin for some clarity
Some therapy
Sumn tellin me
I gotta get you out my fuckin head
But
Try as I might
You read my mind like every time
Know me and you show me
Rearrange my spine like every night
Alright
But that feel so long ago
Ever since you left
Shit been crashing down like dominoes
And this unrequited shit will be the death of me
The ecstasy
Not the same without you next to me
Shit was heavenly
Burnin old pictures in effigy
So desperately
Tryna get you out my fuckin head
This unrequited shit will be the death of me
I'm never clean
I'm doin all these drugs to numb the thought of what'll never be
Searchin for some clarity
Some therapy
Sumn tellin me
I gotta get you out my fuckin head
I'm thinkin of you