Victoria’s Confessions

Before you were these 40,000 memories
You were just a name I heard around town
A silly flame I told my friends about
Just a stupid game
Since the day I met you, my life’s been twisted
And since then, I’ve gotten more addicted

I can’t start to count all the ways you’ve done me wrong
And your black lingerie won’t help this time
My body’s broken and my mind is gone

After I woke up with painful screaming
When you hated the fact you loved me
And the special ways I returned it
And the way you pulled my hair
If you want the best, I’m still around
Put it to rest, put me in the ground

I know that you hate it
Wasting your whole life wasted
These words always come out wrong
When you’re not turned on
But I’m giving us our best shot
But you’re only using it to break my heart

Put down your weapons
Because I’m retreating
Take down our pictures
Tear down the permanent fixture
Of the times we shared
Back when you used to care
Before you were breaking my heart