​gräy matter

[Intro]
(Call me Jakuph)
(When?)

[Verse 1]
Hide away from my pride
Away from my problems (Ah, well)
I just don't know
Like, "Bitch, I can't solve them", uh
Oh, really? "Insolvable?"
I don't really know
Nevermind, "Bitch, this is improbable", uh
Oh my god, I'm really thinking
"I'm falling apart", I need to go away
I mean, "Fuck, I need to restart" (Ugh)
You just broke my heart
I just don't give a fuck, "I fall apart" (Uh, uh)
Fall apart like it's broken chrome
I just don't give a fuck, I'm going dumb, ugh
I don't feel nothing, I'm so numb
I mean, "Fuck it, nevermind, I'm so dumb", uh
I feel like I'm brain dead
Put me in a hospital bed
Bitch, I'm fucked up in the head

[Chorus]
(Uh, I'm fucked up in the head)
I just don't give a fuck what you said
I'm fucked up in the head (I just don't know)
(I play dead) I need to find myself
I just don't give a fuck
Like, "What's my wealth?"

[Verse 2]
I can't remember, I just don't know
Cold like December, uh
I got gray matter, I just don't care
My brain goes splatter, uh
I think I got dementia, like "Shit—"
I can't remember
Can you just help me see?
I don't give a fuck what you think of me
I can't remember nothing
Don't give a fuck, bitch
I'm not really wondering (Uh)
I'm just pondering about what the fuck is happening
I don't know what's happening
Like, "Shit, am I really adapting?"
I just don't give a fuck about that shit
I'm not really trying (Huh, huh)
I'm not really fucking trying