​irreversible

[Intro] My pain's irreversible

[Verse 1]
Try to fix everything in my life, nothing's right
I don't know what's wrong with me
I don't know where I reside (I don't know)
Somebody please help me see
Inescapable, I'm full of doubt, hesitation
I'm trapped in the cold, tired of getting scolded
Can't eat, breathe or sleep
Every night, I cry, this hole's too deep
Every night, I'm in and out of consciousness
Don't know what's causing my darkness
These demons are lurking, causing me pain
These nightmares are more intense
Tired of being betrayed, wishing for better days

[Chorus]
Can't fix everything in my past
Tried to prepare for my future
How long do I have before it's too late?
Reality isn't the same from years ago
Do I need guidance? (I don't know, I don't know)
Tired of doubting myself, that'll never be great
One more step to greatness, it's never too late

[Verse 2]
Trapped in an endless cycle of terror
I'm unsure when it's going to end
Please don't interfere, causing me fear
I don't know why I'm living here
Desaturated, how my life turned gray
Lost all sense of normalcy
Revenge, it takes a toll on me
I call for help, nobody responds
Feels like I'm fading away
Abhorrent, my demise is your pleasure
Tried to explain it countless times
Everyone's asking me if I'm alright
To be honest, I don't know
Sought for help multiple times
As I adapt in life, wonder how my life would go
Everything I'm going through isn't fake, not a myth
I'm incomprehensible
Why are you trying to fix everything?
It's unfathomable, unrepairable

[Chorus]
Can't fix everything in my past
Tried to prepare for my future
How long do I have before it's too late?
Reality isn't the same from years ago
Do I need guidance? (I don't know, I don't know)
Tired of doubting myself, that'll never be great
One more step to greatness, it's never too late

[Outro]
I feel trapped, submerged
I'm unstable, all this pain, I can't handle
Can't find stability, life's murderous, draining
Been with this for awhile, need some explaining