Jester Gestures/Beastiful

[Part I: Jester Gestures]

[Intro](𝘗𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘓𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘦)

[Chorus]
Jester (Jester)
All she did was laugh, pester
Ridiculing? Give it a rest, damn
Arrest her? "No, a rest", ma'am
Gesture (Gesture)
Rowdy? "We have guests"
Who is it? Hope it's not her
Rambunctious, rebellious
I wouldn't have guessed, sure
Broke my mind in two
Wouldn't have guessed her
After all we been through

[Verse 1]
Didn't expect her to act crazy
My ex played me like a violin
Broke up, violеnt
She thinks I'm a clown, jester
Nothing I did could imprеss her
Caught her lacking, pressed her
In silence, heart's damaged
My sadness was her advantage
She ran away, scared, broad day
Backstabbing? I wasn't bleeding
She was radioactive, toxic like—
Wasting my time, sanity
Turned demonic, apocalyptic
Wasn't shocked, electric, septic
Minor misdemeanor? Setback?
Nah, perra tranquila, step back
Moved on, "found some better"
She set me up, but I upset her
Kept my composure
Caught in a lie, full exposure
Once upon a time, thought I needed— (Yeah)
Blood ran dry, need anesthesia

[Chorus]
Jester (Jester)
All she did was laugh, pester
Ridiculing? Give it a rest, damn
Arrest her? "No, a rest", ma'am
Gesture (Gesture)
Rowdy? "We have guests"
Who is it? Hope it's not her
Rambunctious, rebellious
I wouldn't have guessed, sure
Broke my mind in two
Wouldn't have guessed her
After all we been through

[Verse 2]
Using mass manipulation?
Saving what reputation?
Live with your expectations?
Mentally ill, psychotic
Hatred insinuator
Detest, cease and desist
Assistance?
Forgot you even exist

[Chorus]
Jester (Jester)
All she did was laugh, pester
Ridiculing? Give it a rest, damn
Arrest her? "No, a rest", ma'am
Gesture (Gesture)
Rowdy? "We have guests"
Who is it? Hope it's not her
Rambunctious, rebellious
I wouldn't have guessed, sure
Broke my mind in two
Wouldn't have guessed her
After all we been through

[Outro]
You're an understatement
Not sacred, so noncomplacent
No sense of decency
Ecstatic, you're out of my life
For what your worth? Nothing
My conscience told me right
Full of devilish ways
Why do you have to invade?
No longer have to feel enslaved
Knew you were selfish
You were unaware, that's okay
Didn't survive for another day

[Part II: Beastiful]

[Intro]
(𝘖𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘶𝘱𝘰𝘯 𝘢 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦)
Thought you were mine?
(𝘗𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘓𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘦)

[Verse]
Had an inconvenience
Redundant, had no meaning
Didn't want me to pursue
Bribing? Hundred dollars per sue?
Begging me to stay?
Admit it, never loved me anyway
Why did I fall for you?
Such an irritant, tyrant
All we had, manipulative violence
Ended your reign of terror
Broken your possessive barriers
Relationship buried underneath
Full of deceit and disbelief
Insane, rabid
Our relationship can't be salvaged
It's irrelevant, invaluable, invalid
Cry over me? What's next, a ballad?
Physically left, memories, I still retain
Can't just leave me completely?
Why do you have to deceive me?
Overzealous, overthrowing
Was my insufficiency enjoyable?
Was it satisfactory, deplorable?
Tried to manipulate? That's adorable
Living in an untold fable
Tried to diss, but got disabled
Personality's so unstable
Out of control, went haywire
Sparks flying, started a fire
Relationship was burned
How come you're still here?
Shouldn't you be in an urn?
Respect isn't given, it's earned
Of course, you wouldn't know
Taught something, never learned
Worthwhile? Autocorrect, worthless
Blessing? No, you're a curse
Need reimbursement, reassurance?
Causing so much turbulence
Didn't ask you to be in my life
Wanted you to die, no dice
More irritating than head lice
Ran away scared, petrified?
Scared stiff, petrified wood
Wouldn't give you mine
At the top, you're still a denominator
Online, trying to cyber chase
Such a hater, it's almost 2023
Hater, still watching Cyberchase?
Virus detected? Oh, it you
Error, corrupt motherboard, erased
Gone without a trace
Can't breathe, asphyxiation
Relationship? More like suffocation
Gone from my life forever
Come back? No, stay away
You deserve an extended vacation
Don't tread near me ever again
Stop trying to offend
Were best friends, then lovers
Now, we're strangers
This couldn't get any stranger
Stop trying to arrive in my presence
You're my worst gift, present
Absent, never present
Manipulator? Let me present
Camila is the name of a traitor
If you see her, run, don't save her
If you're with her, please trade her
Alzheimer's? I rather forget you
I'm up, you're more of a setup
Upset after I "set you up"
That's not upsetting
Manipulation setup was upsetting
Setting up a planned scheme
It's backfired
Fired back at you, ruined your setup
Can't recover, such a letdown
Try to let me up, let me down still
Try beyond your "expectations"
That setup set you up for failure
Failed and you always will
That's the truth, face it