NEVER STOOD A CHANCE

[Verse 1: Syndfall]
Öppna up graven, och du hittar mina sagor
The tales of a man consumed by his sorrows
I'm a porcelain doll, stuck up in the gallows
One question in mind, where the fuck is my shadow?
Press any key, I'll sound like a piano
Since I turned 18, been wishing for the arrow
Don't wanna be me, it's a never ending battle
In my sick dreams, where I lay inside the gravel
In mold where I found this beauty of mine
Decay and rot, they fill my mind
The corpses stack high, no end in sight
Like a towering beast that consumes the night
I don't ever think of anyone else
And it's probably for the best that I got put to the test
Finna say it with my chest, I really feel blessed
For not giving a fuck about those I call friends

[Chorus: luv.nikita]
I never stood a chance in a sick world
Dying in a sinkhole
Believe me that I've been cold, woah
With no one to go to
I'm standing on my own two
I know I'm breaking homes, too
I know that it exhaust you
I never stood a chance in a sick world
Dying in a sinkhole
Believe me that I've been cold, woah
With no one to go to
I'm standing on my own two
I know I'm breaking homes, too
I know that it exhaust you

[Verse 2: 919SLUM]
In my shell, I sat and remained
Never planning to ever reach out once again
'Cause every single time it came back just to blast
Shatter my face 'til the bones crunched in half
Had no plans for a 'scape for the pain
Got sober ever since I got caught one day
So I'm clean, no love is what it seemed
'Til homie said up to me:
"Man, say fuck it
Just holler at whoever, try to link up
If it don't work, so what?
Mane, don't give a single fuck
You ain't not some ugly motherfucker
At least try your luck"
Shit, why did I listen in retrospect?
I've always been just a hopeless case
First girl I met on this escapade ruined me worse than my broken face
Talked it out for months, but she fallin' out to lust
Over time, her responsiveness dropped, so I'm thinking "Now what?"
Maybe twice a day we communicate, usually paying compliments
Thinking to myself "What the fuck?"
Shit had fuckin' changed, it ain't used to be this way
Remember talkin' 'bout myself and the mental blood stains
She was with me through the shit and she said it was okay
What drove her away came clear when I said I had enough
Effort I put in, she hardly put any
My love, it was plenty shown
Told her I'm going my way
Told her to not follow the trail that I left of bones
Check her IG 'bout a couple days later
Got a new man in her home
Man, ever since I ain't really give a fuck
I've been just ballin' out on my own
I had been played, fuckin' crashed damn near
Never felt so called-out and weird
Second place finisher, race was just two
Ruined my thoughts with a new attitude
Now all I sense is doom
That is the feeling that looms, and hate
Hate, it has filled up my blood
Hear it in what I create
Bitch, I got pains and the aches
Relapsed when I got ghosted by another bitch
'Cause I should've known better, I was dumb
Did stimulants while I sat on the floor
Tweakin' and shakin', my face going numb
Crying, questioning, praying to God
Tell him to end me through a yelling sob
Told him if he won't then I'll do the job
I'm tired of not being happy 'cause the brain rot

[Outro: 919SLUM]
All I really feel is my decay
All I really feel is my decay
It's another day, mane, vision stayin' gray
All I really feel is my decay
All I really feel is my decay
All I really feel is my decay
It's another day, mane, vision stayin' gray
All I really feel is my decay