Blind

Fallin apart everyday I can't help it
I'm lost in a dream I can't see
Come and help me

I'll be everything that you ever wanted
I'm trying my hardest just to give you something

It breaks my heart that you turned your back
It caught me off guard and it happens so fast

All this got me thinking like I'm solving a mystery
I'm playing I Spy without a hint it trips me

I see the way I'm thinking and it stabs me real deep
Fuck my life I'm calling quits

Put me in my final place and lay me to sleep
Let me cry another time please let me be

I am giving up
I can't to it no more
It is just my luck
That I loved me before

Everything had took a turn
Right before I saw a war
This is just a chance to learn
How to not rot from the core

I make myself feel so numb
I hate what I have just become
I wish I'd get chances
I want all of the answers

Memories are fading fast
I am at an all time low
I just wanna relax
Instead I will overflow

The time is running out (Mmm) Oh so slowly
I hate how my emotions will just control me

Never helping out but they dig me real deep
I am going through a drought just put me to sleep