Replaced
I was grownup since I was five cause of my trauma
I was locked in this cage alone, it was drama
I feel like my childhood never came and never went
All the people I met, but I'm still not worth a cent
What happens when she leaves for someone else
I don't know but it's hard to breath for someone else
Hard to see I was replaced, like a piece of used clothing
I am a person too and I deserve to feel something
I want to find someone find someone loving
I promised her damn what am I becoming
Without love I feel cold, it's numbing
The source of my closure is gone I know what it'll cost
So I'm drowning my throat with pills I use and exhaust
All my resources now I'm alone playing Robert Lee Frost
I was thinking when I was sinking down with all my pride
I must not think about the past but It'll be left denied
I know but what else we have when we're alone inside
You think I'm happy Are you real You see only one side
Coin has two sides, you should check the other one
Free me of pain same pain that keeps me from the loved one
I'm walking you through steps of my own sabotage
People will need to give me a heart massage
I'm slowly dying fading away a death montage
You see this is my last and only barrage
I was grownup since I was five cause of my trauma
I was locked in this cage alone, it was drama
I feel like my childhood never came and never went
All the people I met, but I'm still not worth a cent
So What happens when she leaves for someone else
Hard to know but it's hard to breath for someone else
It is Hard to feel fine, when I'm pretty much jealous
I want to feel good and strong but my mind won't let us
I don't know but maybe that's why she left us
I'm locked in here so alone she was precious
So I realize this is the end that it got us
I created a place of sadness it's infectious
Then I wake up yesterday was not a dream I condone it
At least my mind did and I realize I have grown
A big stone in my chest and now I can't breathe
I am losing oxygen I can't speak I'm falling asleep
Now it's done, my life flashes before me I'll sleep
Alone in this dark hole they're putting me in I'll weep
For myself because no one else will, I'll be replaced
No one will care that I was disgraced by a toxic waste
This society's doing everything so fast in haste
They don't care and they'll act like I was erased