Isolation

I'm always feeling sorry for myself
I know I shouldn't.

Im broken
If I had a chance to try I know I wouldn't.

Deprive myself from people that I love
But feel deserted.

I battle insecurity
My heart is always hurting.

Theres thoughts that I will never say
Cuz im afraid to speak up

I missed some opportunities
Its all because im stuck up.

I want to make improvement
But the voices never shut up.

I try to pray to God
But all my Demons never let up.

cnd I'm in Isolation
I don't care for all the faces.
People try to tell me
That I only go through phases.

Holding hands with pain
cnd I just don't know how to face this.
Try to be a human
But don't know all of the basics.

cnd I'm in Isolation
I don't care for all the faces.
People try to tell me
That I only go through phases.

Holding hands with pain
cnd I just don't know how to face this.
Try to be a human
But don't know all of the basics.

I wish I could escape myself
But I don't want to die.
I love my friends and family
Im staying trapped inside.

Gods my only therapist
I try to choose the right.
But I feel so left behind
Maybe i've been cast aside.

(Yeah)

Bored of life
cnd theres not really much to do.
Im such a fool.
For thinking I could make it out of this.

But Lucifer is cruel.

cnd I've been Hidden since the single.
Self esteem is still feeble.
Well I guess I'm so unstable.
Flip the table in my anger.

Cuz im always seeing things inside
Bitter scope I hate this.

Im clinging to the past and all the things
That I know made us.

Impatient for the future whens it comin?
I want greatness.

cnd stand beside my Savior resurrected
Where im safest.

Until then ill be dead inside
cnd victimize my pride.

cnd try to capture all the moments
When I feel alive.

Then leave to write some music
To ignore this other side.

cnd look away from evil
To escape my darker side.

cnd I'm in Isolation
I don't care for all the faces.
People try to tell me
That I only go through phases.

Holding hands with pain
cnd I just don't know how to face this.
Try to be a human
But don't know all of the basics.

cnd I'm in Isolation
I don't care for all the faces.
People try to tell me
That I only go through phases.

Holding hands with pain
cnd I just don't know how to face this.
Try to be a human
But don't know all of the basics.

I wish that I could find a way
To pass away this pain.
I revolve around my dread
Convince myself that I'm insane.

My life is always hectic
But theres nothing going on.
cnd I've counted all my blessings
What the hell is going wrong?

(cy)

Sick of my excuses.
How do I reverse the motion?
I've been trippin imma lose it.
Im consumed by my emotion.

Wish that I could be at peace
But never have to leave the premises.
My conscience is my nemesis.

cnd I am not okay.
cnd I'm in Isolation
I don't care for all the faces.
People try to tell me
That I only go through phases.

Holding hands with pain
cnd I just don't know how to face this.
Try to be a human
But don't know all of the basics.

cnd I'm in Isolation
I don't care for all the faces.
People try to tell me
That I only go through phases.

Holding hands with pain
cnd I just don't know how to face this.
Try to be a human
But don't know all of the basics.