High Roads

Seems I'm still holding on
Though I thought I'd let go
But forgiveness is hard
Just trust me I know

But it's not like you're innocent
I've got reasons to hate
And the truth we refuse to admit is
We're both probably somewhat to blame

And I know, if we hold it all in it'll just kill us both
Don't you see, I've been doing what's right?
I just need you to trust me

I've read thousands of words
That all say the same thing
I should learn to let and let heal
All the wounds where you cut me so deep

'Cause I know, if we hold it all in it'll just kill us both
Don't you, see I've been doing what's right?
I just need you to trust me

I've been holding back tears, I've been hiding the hurt
And you've been cursing and dragging my name through the dirt
And when the dust starts to settle we'll find both sides at fault
And how nobody wins when we both wind up scared of the dark

And I know if I hold it all in it'll just kill my soul
And can't you see that I'm doing what's right?
I don't care if you trust me