When Does It Get Better

Everyday feels the same
I wake up I'm in pain
Need someone to hold me
And rock the pain away

When does it get better?
I've been waiting for so long
And I've never been that patient
Am I doing something wrong?
My heart must have broken
One too many times
And it's got me thinking
Maybe it was never their fault
But mine
Never their fault but mine

I fell alive when I'm in love
But nobody seems to want me
Maybe I'm just too much
But I can't change
And I've been trying so hard