Klonopin

Some depressing shit
Lets try it out
I let things build up
And I don't know how to let shit go
I guess i'll let it go till it explodes
My minds fucked up I lost control
Lines get crossed like electrical
Probably something wrong with my mental
I never thought id let it come and get my soul
I'm too far gone never come back home
Im white so
You know i never had no problems
Im white so
You know i bet i'm the problem
Came from the bottom
Came from a broke home
Where the fucks the father
Mom must of shot him
Dad didn't want him
he can do without him
Drink another bottle smoke marijuanna
Take a klonopin
You can hear a pin drop when I get pissed off
I don't want to talk i just wanna ball my fists up
I don't want to calm down
I don't want to listen
Rather throw fists and get a conviction
You know what it is put that shitbag in prison
I don't need a lecture this shits depressing
Me venting is probably the best thing
Im white so
Im white so
Im white so
You know I never had no problems
Im white so
You know I bet I'm the problem
Came from the bottom
They tell me use my words
Be careful watch what I say
I say fuck that shit oh by the way im not ok
Stuck in a cage
Let me explain what it's like be out on stage
Whole bunch of people shouting my name
So hard to breathe
got a mountain of pain
They drive from all over to shake my hand or give me hug
That drives me crazy that a starnger actually gives a fuck
I'm not bitching i'm just saying this shit actually sucks
My fans act better than the people that i actually love
Why don't i feel life
Because I feel like
If I don't take my pills i ain't gonna feel right
Motherfuckers talk shit i don't really feel nice
I feel like yall scared like some field mice
Feel like I might go psycho
Driving down the road with my eyes closed
Dealing with a different kind of white boy
Real shit no vanilla ice though
Im white so
Came from a broke home
Where the fucks the father
Mom must of shot him
Dad didn't want him
he can do without him
Drink another bottle smoke marijuanna
Take a klonopin