Famous

Life ain't ever been good to me
All I ever wanted was change
I could get it if I grind
But there's too much on my mind
And I'm always trying to find who to blame
I wake up every morning trying to feel something
Got me feelin' numb to the pain
Sitting getting high in my living room
Looking at that TV screen
And e'rybody looks so famous
Thinking 'bout this money got me running out of patience
Look at all the time I done fucked around and wasted
Baby mama trippin' I ain't trying to hear that fake bitch
No one by side, I pray to god
Been so many people in my life that went and died
And I don't know the last time that I went and cried
I feel like every day it's getting harder to survive
Man, this shit is crazy
My brother said fuck it, that he ain't going back
Yeah, we grew up from nothing but we was more than that
Hopin' someday we buzzin' and can afford to brag
Then you see me on TV you want that autograph
Got me talkin' 'bout all my struggles, man, I've been holdin' back
Man, I've been holdin' back
Life ain't ever been good to me
All I ever wanted was change
I could get it if I grind
But there's too much on my mind
And I'm always trying to find who to blame
I wake up every morning trying to feel something
Got me feelin' numb to the pain
Sitting getting high in my living room
Looking at that TV screen
And e'rybody looks so famous
E'rybody looks so famous
E'rybody looks so famous
E'rybody looks so famous
Who the fuck are you to judge?
What I am, what I was
Walk around wit' a can and a handful of drugs
I pop a xan' just to chill, my anxiety fucked
Just a matter of time before it land me in cuffs
Too much shit up in my mind, got me thinkin' too much
I been really out here trying, I been needin' some luck
With the devil on my shoulder, it's been hard to get up
And ever since my mother died, I ain't been givin' a fuck
This shit is crazy
I wish I could finally see better days
Where I wasn't out of prison and trying to face all the pain
Got me saying fuck the system, I'm really makin' a change
You ain't never heard my side, and all you see is the fame
Yeah, you blinded by the lights, it really ain't what it seems
I done struggled my whole life, and every day been the same
So don't believe the lies and let me finally explain
Life ain't ever been good to me
All I ever wanted was change
I could get it if I grind
But there's too much on my mind
And I'm always trying to find who to blame
I wake up every morning trying to feel something
Got me feelin' numb to the pain
Sitting getting high in my living room
Looking at that TV screen
And e'rybody looks so famous
E'rybody looks so famous
E'rybody looks so famous
E'rybody looks so famous
E'rybody looks so famous