Ego

Time moving at a speed that I can't keep up
I can still breathe but I might still need luck
Hey Doc do you think Marty is alright?
Could it be that he's turning grey cause of this fight?
Been more than a night and my joints are aching
Working to live and living seems like waiting
Remain patient, the matrix will expire
We all get tired, time to retire
Til the cousin of sleep comes causing nothing but grief
Always something to see but nothing to be
We always shuffle to keep a hustle to sleep
I'm busting to weep, I muffled my speech
When the angel of death came and made me confess sins
Who was the best men? GOD had us stressing
Stable with lessons and capable of questions
And mentions of what's real friendship
Friends everywhere but take a stab if you dare
I see through the glare, won't ever get a chair
Your ego is bare and crucial, no armour
I brought mine to neutral cause of the karma
Prepared to always get what I was giving
I've been waiting like death holding some wisdom
Calm exterior but my inners are livid
Honest to GOD but tell the sinners I did it
Yeah
Too late my ego has risen, affected decisions
Like where have I sitten, over there or hidden
Talking down to self like here we go
I know where I stand but not where I'm sitting
Posing questions rhetorical, thinking like an oracle
What is possible but not all probable
Seeing myself in dim light, it fits right
Going against the flame to see it ignite