bad friend

i feel like a bad friend
someone i tried to be just wasn't me
i shut my mouth
when i could say worse
i don't write back when you write me
i try to spite the things you don't do

it's not always on purpose
and you know i have love for you
i do
and here and there i could use being called out
like when i got pissed over dinner

i know why
everything i love seems to die
but i can't change things
it's always the same thing
i feel like a bad friend

i feel like you're a bad friend
you rearrange priorities so comfortably
i don't know if nearly 10 years
means we take for granted
but i've got a case study
and i don't like the results

i know why
everything i love seems to die
but i can't change things
it's always the same thing
i feel like a bad friend

i know why
everything i love seems to die
but i can't change things
it's always the same thing
i feel like a bad friend