No Good

Well don't you wanna know me
'Cos I'm not who I used to be
Running after a person I never really recognised
But it's just an excuse
I make myself lonely in my mind it's on a loop
I'm no good
A million miles from the place where I thought I stood
And it's true
All this poisonous thinking it's not gonna get me through
I'm no good
Well you don't have to tell me
You've never used these words before
They're telling me I'm never alone
But that doesn't mean I'm not on my own
But it's just an excuse
I make myself lonely in my mind it's on a loop
I'm no good
A million miles from the place where I thought I stood
And it's true
All this poisonous thinking it's not gonna get me through
I'm no good
You tell me it's not real
I might just have to find a way on my own
But I can't even see
What's right in front of me
If I'm blind then where do I go
But it's just an excuse
I make myself lonely in my mind it's on a loop
I'm no good
A million people but none of them think like you
And it's true
All this poisonous thinking it's not gonna get me through
I'm no good
at least you told me the truth
and maybe I'll stop thinking of you