Beyond Cruci-fiction

I suffer from your deadly sin
(?)
I wish to leave, but I have to stay
I guess that is the price I have to pay

(?)
And the true Christ is up here
(?) nailed to the cross
It's only me, there is no us

You won't find this in any books
It seems so real, the way it looks
It will be sacred at the end of this(?)
And I remain just as a piece of shit

Crucifiction, built on dreams
Crucifiction is not what it seems
Crucifiction for the body of Christ
Crucifiction, built on lies

Crucifiction