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[Verse 1]
Honest to God
I’m not like that
I was lightninged out
But it’s all good now
Right now

Find comfort in that
I bury my feelings so we don’t die ad hominem
Raise me now
Lord, save me now

[Pre-Chorus]
‘Cuz it’s getting cold
Every time I’m home
I should go and make my own money alone
Be my own person
So I don’t hear your jokes
I don’t play pretend
God, just let me know

[Chorus]
Oh God, could you help me out here?
Let not this shit fall on deaf ears
It’s taken its toll, it’s taken its toll
It’s taken its toll, it’s taken its toll on me

Oh God, could you help me out here?
How come I have to hide my best years?
It’s taken its toll, it’s taken its toll
It’s taken its toll, it’s taken its toll on me

[Post-Chorus]
Cuz I’m digging up bodies from my past
Cuz I’m sleeping with men I can’t take back
Cuz I’m being the one that they’ll outcast
And they can’t say that! They can’t say that!

Cuz I’m digging up bodies from my past
Cuz I’m saying these words I can’t take back
Cuz I’m being the one that they’ll outlast
And they can’t say that! They can’t say that!

[Verse 2]
Let’s make a toast
All truth be damned
There is no man inside this shell
Could you tell?

I’ll skip the meal
To feed the many
And still end up mourned and quelled
In hell

[Pre-Chorus]
‘Cuz it’s getting cold
Every time I’m home
I should go and make my own money alone
Be my own person
So I don’t hear your jokes
I don’t play pretend
God, just let me know

[Chorus]
Oh God, could you help me out here?
Let not this shit fall on deaf ears
It’s taken its toll, it’s taken its toll
It’s taken its toll, it’s taken its toll on me

Oh God, could you help me out here?
How come I have to hide my best years?
It’s taken its toll, it’s taken its toll
It’s taken its toll, it’s taken its toll on me

[Post-Chorus]
Cuz I’m digging up bodies from my past
Cuz I’m sleeping with men I can’t take back
Cuz I’m being the one that they’ll outcast
And they can’t say that! They can’t say that!

Cuz I’m digging up bodies from my past
Cuz I’m saying these words I can’t take back
Cuz I’m being the one that they’ll outlast
And they can’t say that! They can’t say that!

[Bridge]
They can’t say that! They can’t say—
They can’t say that! They can’t say—
You can talk shit, you can spit facts
But one thing’s this, you can’t say that
They can’t say that! They can’t say—
They can’t say that! They can’t say—
You can make fun, take me down bad
But one thing’s this, you can’t say that!

[Outro]
Cuz I’m digging up bodies from my past
Cuz I’m sleeping with men I can’t take back
Cuz I’m being the one that they’ll outcast
And they can’t say that! They can’t say that!

Cuz I’m digging up bodies from my past
Cuz I’m saying these words I can’t take back
Cuz I’m being the one that they’ll outlast
And they can’t say that! They can’t say that!