Feeling: Don't Want To

Can't seem to sleep
Can't seem to eat
Don't want to feel a thing

I'm tense and unsure
Not knowing where I'm headed
Wandering blindly into the dark
I need something to carry me through

Can't seem to want you
Don't want to feel a thing

All I crave is just to relax
Feel a moment of nothing
Not this imbalance of swirling emptiness
I need something to take me away

Won't you help me
Why can't I let it go
I'm being consumed
Don't want you to know

It's all around me
Encircling and swarming
My thoughts and my memories
I don't want you to help me
I can fix this

Why don't I just
Kill my self
Don't want to feel a thing
Don't want you to know