Find Me

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Mic check
Lately I been through the ringer
Yo, yo, yo, yo
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Lately I been through the ringer
Plotting, scheming, don’t know what else I can think of
At the end of my line, I’m drowning, I’m sinking
Searching through the dark of my heart with a beacon, reality’s bleakness
How long would it take for you to find me?
If I died alone, would you arrive, G?
Would you know if I ain’t give you any signs, G?
Would you find out through a phone call or on IG?
This is how I ruminate and wonder
Through the rain and thunder, Crew is placed asunder
I know I’m lonely, I know I’m lonely and I’m hoping it’ll pass soon
Or I’ll be solo watching my last moon
After 2012, I knew somеthing was off
I guess I don’t trust myself as much as I thought
To be a part of somеthing that’s bigger than I
Exposing every way I was living a lie
I know I’m conscious but I was never righteous
Free from the bondage, I’m hoping Heaven’s like this
Took me forever to get my pen to write this
They said that I’ll be dead by the time I’m 7 times 6
So if I’m gone, play my records like this
I’m thankful for the Lord for all His blessings like this
I am toxic, but he went and saved a peasant like this
Just showing my reverence like this
My introspection like this

Lately I’ve been singing this song
Lately is often
Maybe living isn’t as long
As we had thought then
So I hope that you’re beside me
I hope that you will...