Best Friends?

Falling in and out of love w my best friend , I risked it all
Guess I got too selfish , I want all of you or none of ya
Every day is torture I’m pretending that I’m not in love
All that lying made me feel invisible

You telling your friends about me
How I’m so special & the way you found me
Uber on the way home hands around me
Head on my shoulder say you care about me

All your friends say we the perfect match
Stupid me I started believing that
You led me on & then told me to move on

Started off as friends
Ended up as something else
I don’t what this is
But I know it’s different
I know maybe it was love
it was innocent
Or maybe not at all
And love is a myth

I tell myself that

If god wanted it to work then he would let it work
I wear my heart up on my sleeve I guess I never learn
I play w fire and get sad that I’m getting burned

Falling in and out of love w my best friend , I risked it all
Guess I got too selfish , I want all of you or none of ya
Every day is torture I’m pretending that I’m not in love
All that lying made me feel invisible

Why’d you tell me that you want me
When you don’t want me ?
I was good all alone HAPPy on my lonely
I had no problem being friends we was good as homies
Untill you came around and made me feel like you love me

Promising me forever
Say we’re perfect together
Wait for me to fall to say I got the wrong meSAGE