unconditional

Did you ever like me at least?
Why can't you understand I'm so special?
You broke my heart by doing nothing
We no longer talk as we used to, as we used to

Does she know I wish you and I were together?
Does she know I would wait for you forever
I just wanted to believe you were sleeping alone

I've been in a dark place these days
And nobody is coming to hell
How long will my feelings be unconditional?
I don't recognize myself anymore
What is beyond that open door?
Wish we were sober that night
So I could leave the idea of you tonight

You're just hurting each other, you know
You've lost someone who wished to heal you
You said you don't know what you want
Guess you don't want me
I'll try not to think about those nights
When your smile was the city light
And I wished our cigarettes lasted forever

I've been in a dark place these days
And nobody is coming to hell
How long will my feelings be unconditional?
I don't recognize myself anymore
What is beyond that open door?
Wish we were sober that night
So I could leave the idea of you tonight

Destroy my heart if you want to

I've been in a dark place these days
And nobody is coming to hell
How long will my feelings be unconditional?