maybe

I would do anything to stop the crying over the same thing
And I feel so numb
Getting my hopes up
When the new year comes back around
And you told me maybe soon we could talk again
But do I even deserve your company
You were the reason that I was breathing
But did I just make you worse I
Never wanted to be the villain but now
I guess I really fucked up

I feel like my world's cut open I sink inside
Why can't I let it go
Night after night it eats me alive I'm sorry I
Never knew how to cope
Embarrassed how I act like this while you're doing well
How can I let it go
This can't be how I live I want to be free
Maybe I should let it go

Maybe I should let it go
Maybe I should let it go

Maybe, maybe
Maybe, maybe

I get so tired everyday the sun comes around
And I do the same thing
And you never know what life's gonna bring
And I get so scared of everything
Can I ever be happy
If everything's too much for me
And if the weathers so hot
Why do I feel so cold
I know what life is about and this is not how it goes
Yesterday I was good but now I'm crying alone
I'm so tired I'm so done I can't do this no, no

I feel like my world's cut open I sink inside
Why can't I let it go
Night after night it eats me alive I'm sorry I
Never knew how to cope
Embarrassed how I act like this while you're doing well
How can I let it go
This can't be how I live I want to be free
Maybe I should let it go

Maybe