Survivor

It's not as easy as it used to be
I find it hard to maintain control
And every now and then I wanna scream
I'm looking for something to feed my soul

I shouldn't have made it out
I shouldn't have survived
I shouldn't have been the one
To have said goodbye

I can't erase the past and what I've seen
Everything I witnessed felt so unreal
And it's so unfair you're not here with me
In times like these I can't help but feel like

I shouldn't have made it out
I shouldn't have survived
I shouldn't have been the one
To have to have to say goodbye
And honestly I'm feeling
Guilty and paralyzed
Gotta find a new way out
Before we say goodnight

I'm a survivor
I am the one who made it out
I'll keep on fighting
You'll never drown me out
I am the future
I am the change I want to see
I'll keep on fighting
I'm who I'm meant to be

I made it out
I survived
I'm sorry I was the one
Who had to say goodbye
No more time for feeling
Guilty and paralyzed
Gotta find a new way out
Before we say goodnight

Don't make me say good night

I'm a survivor
I am the one who made it out
I'll keep on fighting
You'll never drown me out
I am the future
I am the change I want to see
I'll keep on fighting
I'm who I'm meant to be

Yeah I'm who I'm meant to be