Anxiousness

Damn your existence
Your purpose
Your name
For you are the thief of my dreams
The constant reminder that I am a liar
Who cannot be worthy of fame
My anxiety
Will never let me be at peace
I always feel like I'm the reason
For everyone's problems they're feeling
I've had so much doubt
In fixing myself
It feels like I only have drowned
In a pool of these lies
To keep this inside
Don't worry this'll be over now
A slit of the neck
To which I'll be dead
Finally this will stop in my head
This constant reply
That I should just die
Maybe I am just better off dead
My anxiety
Will never let me be at peace
I always feel like I'm the reason
For everyone's problems they're feeling
Now it's time that I sleep
The bleeding will float like a stream
I'm sorry for being the quitter
I just want to float with the river
Ahem
See me
Bleeding
Hear me 
Screaming
I just wanted to stop this
Feeling like I'm so worthless
I just wanted to stop this
Feeling like I'm so worthless
This Anxiety
Has gotten to me
I wish this would end
Please leave me for dead
I cannot believe
What's happening to me
This never will leave
I'm sorry I'm weak
Anxiety 
Will never leave me
Anxiety 
Will never leave me
Anxiety 
Will never leave me