The Seed

It was silent
The only one who spoke was the wind with the leaves
The only one who moved along was the sea
Silently
A noise swept in
A noise to end our forever
Yet it keeps me alive

Can't you hear it by their voice?
They are not what they seem to be
Is it all in my head
Or will they never leave?
It's taking root in me
The seed of self-destruction
I cannot help but feed

Waiting for it all to die
Why am I still alivе?
Waiting for it all to die

If it all has a purpose
Why do I strive for thе end?
Forever caged
I guess we'll just have to see how it ends

Would I
Remember who I was if I died here?
Would I
Remember who I was if I let you in?
Tell me
How deep is the sea that you dropped me in
Tell me
How deep is the forest where you left me

It's taking root in me
The seed of self-destruction
I cannot help but feed
I quench my thirst in the river of the cursed
And let my flesh taint the soil of the earth

Would I
Remember who I was if I died here?
Would I
Remember who I was if I let you in?
Tell me
How deep is the sea that you dropped me in
Tell me
How deep is the forest where you left me
Left me

I know
I've said it all before
But I'm tired and it helps
When there is nothing else
Forgive me please

I know
I've said it all before
But I'm tired and it helps
When there is nothing else
Forgive me please