Maybe I'm

Been told there’s a halo round my head
Wings on my back but if you knew what I did in the dark
You’d see that I’m only human
The same as a prisoner turned into a fugitive
Running from the same insecurities
Running from the bones in my closet that haunt me
Hiding from the light
Always hiding from honesty
But you can’t live like that honestly
Maybe I’m the girl who wrecked a home
Maybe I’m the girl who took her clothes off looking for love
But I found my heart stripped
And my soul empty
When I found attention but lost my identity
Maybe I’m the girl looking for hope
Been told that I’m given a second chance
Redemption from what I thought was so bad
A surrender that says I can lay it down
But how do I let go of what I’ve carried around
For so long on my shoulders It’s weighed on me
For so long I thought this is who I’d be
Just a girl who had lost her way tryna find some safety
In someone who couldn’t love her safely
Maybe I’m the girl who wrecked a home
Maybe I’m the girl who took her clothes off looking for love
But I found my heart stripped
And my soul empty
When I found attention but lost my identity
Maybe I’m the girl Looking for hope
I could give you excuses
A whole list of reasons
It doesn’t excuse
How I looked past all reason
Sometimes we lose our minds
When we just want to be found
Darkness always comes to light
So we can get to higher ground
Maybe I was the girl who wrecked a home
Maybe I was the girl who took her clothes off looking for love
But I found my heart healed when I stopped pretending
And found the affection I was always needing
Maybe I'm the girl who found her hope