Pain
Pain, is the source of my energy
Pain, is the weapon of my enemy
Pain, is the sword God sent to me
Pain, is the power that flows deeply
Yeah
I'm the personification
Of the steady infiltration
Of years of pain inflicted
To the point I'm steadily addicted
And everytime im hurt, I lean with it
I'm a mass of absorption
I haven't for forgotten
Every single Portion
Of pain given to me or the faces
Days I wake up to feel vengeful
And it enters deep into my mental
So much so I can vividly taste it
Lord thank you for this gift
I promise never to waste it
I feel the embrace uplift
And I see outcomes start to shift
The unseen evil that the woken are Throwing hand with
I can sense the scales tipping in their Favour
But god tells me to walk confident
The movement they amass isn't Major
That feeling is power defined as Heaven sent
Pain, for the loved ones gone
Pain, for the homies who did you Wrong
Pain, for the nights my mum left me
Pain, for growing up in a house so Empty
Pain, for parental love I still don't Understand
Pain, for emotions I still can't even Comprehend
Pain, cause imma smile when I meet My end
Pain, The fallen angel went from Hellbent
To heaven sent
Drenched in the moment
He felt the warmth of God
Lord I hold this pen
Blessed as my holy sword
And I write high power til it's my End
They fear what they cannot see
But I fear the demon living inside of Me
Will one day try to take my soul Asunder
Til 27 years of pain forced out a Hunter
Now I'm killing that very suggestion
The doubt they use for me to Question
The pain that they gave to me to Weaken
My resolve only for it to forever Deepen
Lord hear my spirit it's weeping
For my enemies that Satan sent me
To get me and behead me
Dead me and bed me
To the forces of his demonic army
But
Pain, is the source of my energy
Pain, is the weapon of my enemy
Pain, is the sword God sent to me
Pain, is the power that flows deeply
Six paths, of pain
Sage flow
Still laugh, it remains
Rage grows
I gasp, I faint
Age slows
Welcome to a Life Of Pain
When you walk around the earth like A stain
That's the sin of pain