Relapse

I know you thinking bout
Being friends with the blade again
Cutting deep
As your body fills with adrenaline
Somehow everything you feel is now irrelevant
But the blood dripping down
Is so magnificent
You continue cutting
Thinking you dont wanna hide
Every time your skin opens you reach other high
Pushing back every feeling
That makes you wanna cry
Cus this the only time you truly ever felt alive
And besides
This is your canvas now
Pictures of your deepest thoughts
If they can figure out
I mean
At least your not dead
Okay you’ll have a couple scars
But you can lie about then
And smile in their face
To over look the pain behind them
So keep cutting
Just keep cutting
Releasing all your pain thats flooding
Just keep cutting
Keep cutting
Holding back the tears thats coming
Just keep cutting
Keep cutting
I know you feel ya last breath coming
Just
Keep
Cutting