‎reflections

A blank expression across my face
So I've feeling like a disgrace to the human race
And the persistence of existence is exhausting me
While the sentiments of memories are haunting me
But at least I think I'm more than my regrets
My mistakes, the pills I take, and every cigarette
Impeding doom always assumed to be on it's way
But introversion's my diversion from this sense of decay

Reflections showcase my imperfections
And I can't even recognize myself
And the tension of perpetual suspension
From cycles of living life as someone else