It’s Got To Be Me

I don't care for what's coming next
It's a matter of saying
Of seeing the right context
I give up

The hindmost dog may catch the hare
But I never catch nothing it's startlingly unfair
I give up, it's enough

It's got to be me
And I don't wanna waste more time
I want to roam freely
With the best designed
But I collapse
Yes I collapse
In my own traps

Aahah! Whaah!

I don't think you'll ever understand
By what I mean when I say that I'm Alice in Wonderland
I give up
I share my life with the Deadly Doubts
I'm the ostrich girl
Grow my head in a hole in the ground
I give up it's enough

It's got to be me
When I'm forced to bide my time
I want to roam freely
But with the most enlightened
I go blind
I go blind
With jealousy
I give up
On my own luck

It's got to be me
And I don't wanna waste more time
I want to roam freely
With the most divine
But I collapse
Yeah I collapse

It's got to be me
And I don't wanna waste more time
I want to roam freely
With the most desired
But I collapse
Yeah I collapse
In my own traps
I give up
On my own luck