ANAÏS

anaïs,
can’t u see what people see?
you can’t breathe
when you’re crying in your sheets

but i won’t count the times
you had to break your spine
just to fit inside
a state of mind
of people who you don’t even like
when will you realize?

that i've been weak
i've been crying myself to sleep
can’t tell what i want or need
and i find it hard to leave

that i've been weak
i've been crying myself to sleep
can’t tell what i want or need
and i find it hard to leave

anaïs,
you set goals you can’t achieve
you don’t eat
cause you want others to see

that you are disciplined
that you got everything
and you play pretend
that you’re not struggling
for people who you don’t even like
when will you realize?

that i've been weak
i've been crying myself to sleep
can’t tell what i want or need
and i find it hard to leave

that i've been weak
i've been crying myself to sleep
can’t tell what i want or need
and i find it hard to leave

thank you for your thoughts, i'm confused
by all the things i do to abuse
my satisfaction depends on you
wish i can breathe in easier soon