This Far

I don't think
I can take
One more step
Down this lonely road

And I never thought this would be easy
I never dreamed too big
I just thought by now
Maybe somehow, I'd at least be proud
Of coming this far
This far

Was it all worth it?
What lessons have I learned?
What more will I hold inside
When I finally return?
To the place that I call home
Where I still feel just as alone
As I do right now

On the grass
Looking up
Waiting to wake up and make sense
Of this dream I've begun

I may be the very best
I've battled everyone
But I don't know where to turn
Now that I'm done

I want to be more
Than I thought I could
I want to feel
Like I've done some good
I just thought by now
Maybe somehow, I'd at least be proud
Of coming this far

I rose to the top
But I lost who I was
I reached for the stars
And I feel like I'm falling down

I want to be more
Than I thought I could
I need to know
That I've done something good
And I thought by now
Maybe somehow, I'd at least be proud
Of coming this far
This far