Sick And Infested

Is sanity my charity
Is this whole life my destiny
Did you confess, what you do best
Am I granted to know the rest
What's left inside is pain and hate
I feel the urge to liberate
Myself from this phlegmatic life
These frozen tears cut like a knife

Cold and forgotten
Torn and molested
Whipped, too, and rotten
Sick and infested
Cold and forgotten
Torn and molested
Whipped, too, and rotten
Sick and infested

Is terror what brings liberty
A full pursuit of heresy
Is nothingness a path of pain
Or one more lifetime to regain
Did I insist, and raise my fist
Am I a weakling defeatist
When this cosmos is breaking down
There's nothing they can do but frown

Cold and forgotten
Torn and molested
Whipped, too, and rotten
Sick and infested
Cold and forgotten
Torn and molested
Whipped, too, and rotten
Sick and infested

Painful dedication
Massive liberation
Singular devotion
Numbing contradiction
Extreme adoration
Cold self-desecration
Fear my thought
For it is free!

Rot, from the inside
There's a parasite within my mind
Die and be left
On the shores of Oblivion

I'm sick of it all!
Infested with the plague!

I nurture these phrases with blood from my soul
A sickening taste, yet for once and for all
These bastards will lay me in chains of regret
But this is my hate hymn they can never forget

Onwards, chaos
Rapture, hellbound

The ignorance of destiny
May just about part ways with me
I'm suffering existing and struggling for liberty
Calling the name of the plague in the dark
Igniting a long lost and long-buried spark
The truth is a lie and the sacred profane
Venomous snakes tangling flesh to the bane
To fight is the cure for a life without meaning
Don't fear the night and the secrets it's bearing

Sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, sick
And infested
Sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, sick
Sick and infested!