Silent Despair

Sometimes I just don't get it, typical
But when I think it through it's oh so clear
Sometimes I ask for too much but now I know
Cause when I think it through it's only fear

No I couldn't stand losing u
How could I ever do
Don't even know if it's true

What if there's no sun shining after the rain?
What if there's no laughter to conquer the pain?
I don't wanna crawl in this silent despair
But if it all ends, how could it be fair?

Nowadays I feel the same as I always used to do
Everyday I've had the doubt of you walking out the door
I didn't want anyone else, porque sempre foste tu
I try to keep my confidence, but it's all so insecure

No I couldn't stand losing u
How could I ever do
Don't even know if it's true

What if there's no sun shining after the rain?
What if there's no laughter to conquer the pain?
I don't wanna crawl in this silent despair
But if it all ends, how could it be fair?

Whatever you say or do, I always appreciate it
But now I feel like our love is filled with hatin'
Don't think it is fair
This silent despair

And if there's no sun shining after the rain
And if there's no laughter to conquer the pain
I don't wanna crawl in this silent despair
But if it all ends, how could it be fair?