Even If

I'm being honest
This is the hardest
The hardest song my heart will sing
My words are broken
My dream is stolen
How do I say what I don't mean

You don't owe me anything
But in my darkness you still speak peace

So I lift my hands
I'll sing again
You're good to me
You're good to me
And as I wait
I'll sing in faith
You're good to me
You're good me

Until my heart believes I won't stop singing
You're good to me
So good to me

I begged and prayed
Day after day
That you wouldn't let this be
Stood at the waters
They never parted
Lord, were you even listening

You don't owe me anything
But in my darkness you still speak peace

I'll lift my hands
I'll sing again
You're good to me
You're good to me
And as I wait
I'll sing in faith
You're good to me
You're good me

Even if the doctor tells me there's no medication
To take away the pain I've begged you to
Even if I have to wait for you mend the heartbreak
I believe that every tear that falls you'll use
Even if you never choose to take away the struggle
Your grace will be enough to pull me through
And even if the one who caused my hurt is never sorry
And I'll never hear the words I'm longing to

Even if it feels like everyone has turned against me
And everything I thought I gained I lose
Even if I never see it here this side of heaven
And healing doesn't look the way I'd choose
I'll still, I'll still praise you

I'll lift my hands
I'll sing again
You're good to me
You're good to me
And as I wait
I'll sing in faith
You're good to me
So good to me

I'll lift my hands
I'll sing again
You're good to me
You're good to me
And as I wait
I'll sing in faith
You're good to me
So good to me

Until my heart believes I won't stop singing
Until my heart believes I won't stop singing
Until my heart believes I won't stop singing
And even if I don't get another reason
You're still good to me