Pain Is Great

I like when everything hurts
'Cause it will never be worse than that day
(Yea this is the last day)
That day you said it was the last day
That you'd ever say that this day was your last day
I'd stare outside and watch the waves
But we don't even have a beach here where I live today
(We don't even have a beach)
Back to what I was tryna say
I'd watch the waves break onto shore like my heart broke on the floor
Everyone said loving ain't easy
But it's harder to pretend like i'm happy it's the end
I used to think that I had to change my birthday
'Cause life only started when I met you that day
Now and then I really wish that you and I had stayed
I just thought I would say that
The sun won't stop shining on your simple face, complicated ways
I told you that I would never leave this place
You're my saving grace
Ooh, I messed up again
Pick me up again
I like when you forget my name
It means you think enough about me to go and make up lies about me
Life is a pretty boring game
When you're always the one winning
Getting tripped up, good luck choosing
Everyone said loving ain't easy
But it's harder to pretend like i'm happy it's the end
Without you to keep me blue, I've realized nothing makes me happy
You were where the world wanted me to be and
The sun won't stop shining on your simple face, complicated ways
I told you that I would never leave this place
You're my saving grace
But it seems like the waters getting too clear for me
What's there left to see without here you by me?
And I think the air down here is too thin for me
But i'm your destiny i'll make you see
Ooh, I messed up again
Pick me up again
Sometimes when I breath I forget that I'm bored
Tired of the things that I've never done before
Tell me all my favourite things I've heard you say before
People make big deals out of people saying "I love you"
I'm so sick and tired of that shit I've gotten used to
Everybody talks it up like "love makes you feel brand new" but we were just
Two kids in a getaway car
Went further in the back seat of that car than him and I ever went in life
Ooh this one's a keeper
But I should not believe her
See the smoke through our shadows
Handprints on the fog on our windows
Stayed up all night running through the streets
Sat in your car, promised I'd always say
I'm your destiny so come fight for me
Force me to see the sun that won't stop shining for you
The sun won't stop shining on your simple face, complicated ways
I told you that I would never leave this place
I'm your saving grace
But it seems like the waters getting too clear for me
Air too thin for me
Ooh
All the pain was great
Learned to hate our fate
Ooh
I fucked up again
Please, please pick up again