Wedding Bells

I wake up, my beard's not shaved and my whole hair's a mess
And I don't care enough about my health to take care of myself
The day's already gone, and my ass ain't moving from my bed
So I wake up, again and again and it goes this way all over again

And I'm not asking anyone to love me
I know for a fact I don't know how to love me
I would be anywhere else if I loved me
Just the way you tried to teach me how to love me
And I'm not asking anyone to love me
I know for a fact I don't know how to love me
I would hear the wedding bells if I loved me
Just the way you tried to teach me how to love me

At night I kinda prefer the way things go cause I know I did nothing
So hide in, it's 3 am, the moon is up Ariel is shining I can see
It's alright that way I do everything wrong it doesn't kill me as harshly as me
And I'm fine I'm so damn used to things like this I even find it tiring to speak

And I'm not asking anyone to love me
I know for a fact I don't know how to love me
I would be anywhere else if I loved me
Just the way you tried to teach me how to love me

I'm not even gonna lie, not gonna lie, not gonna lie
I ain't even trying to hide, the paradise I'm trying to write
I've tried to love me like you told me to I'm not taking it no more
I've tried to love me like you told me to I'm not taking it no more

And I'm not asking anyone to love me
I know for a fact I don't know how to love me
I would be anywhere else if I loved me
Just the way you tried to teach me how to love me
And I'm not asking anyone to love me
I know for a fact I don't know how to love me
I would hear the wedding bells if I loved me
Just the way you tried to teach me how to love me