Drive

A screaming breeze, a quiet mind
To ride the roads, what will i find
40 degrees, and its 2AM
Life is better at 2AM
A Subaru as old as me
Replaces my home so easily
Guess home is temporary

Paint a picture write a song
Pretend existing ain't so wrong
Choose to see a mystery
And act like it's enough for me

So I stare outside my window
Watch the couples walk the streets
Feel a feeling of defeat
So I grab my shoes and head out there
But life ain't fair, so I come back empty-handed
And I cry
Wish that I was not alive
Guess I'll just go for a drive
All I ever do is drive

My parents scream in each others face
These past 2 years were such a waste
I feel my best friend drift away
I'm not enough her stay
Maybe love is my fix all
I need a boyfriend i could call
So I try and try and try
But all men do is lie

I look good is what they say
They shut me out the very same day
All men ever is do is lie
But I know I have to try

So I stare outside my window
Watch the couples walk the streets
Feel a feeling of defeat
So I grab my shoes and head out there
But life ain't fair, so I come back empty-handed
And I cry
Wish that I was not alive
Guess I'll just go for a drive
All I ever do is drive

I know this joy just cannot stay
A car rides time and i'm on my way
To feeling sad again
I know the night will end
Are these peaceful little moments worth it at all
I guess we'll see
If i'm still here next year
Living miserably

Life ain't what it was
I guess I'm glad to be alive
Now I'm just sitting in my car
Cause all I ever do is drive

All I ever do is drive