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I gotta get it how I want to
Been losing focus, thinking 'bout it, know you thinking it's gone haunt ya
Pay no attention to them demons all around you, they gone want ya
You think it's really not an issue but you know it's finna stunt ya
I gotta get it how I want to
Look
Spend these hours and these years making raps that I had
But I ain't never send a single one these raps to my dad
Got some people only know me for the smile 'n a dap
Who really know me seen my family, my dreams, and my past
Most of us we telling stories super deep wit a laugh
Cause if we truly think about it, we gone reach for the gas
We gone reach for the stash, we gone reach for the smash
They got us questioning out breathing
now we reach for the mask
Do you really imagine
Do you preach, do you trash
Do you feel the need to talk without a question to ask
I'm just talking my glass
Things that's easy to crack
If you notice a flag, then you might've found you a scratch
Like
Once upon a time you was a soul in beginnings
Super fresh, It ain't no stress
You wasn't worried for mentions
Who can attest to that first feeling when your dream the attention
Then you throw it all away because a different dimension
Change the mental you had
Change the way that you laugh
The purest form of who you was get caught up in ya new path
And I'm just speaking my facts
This got me skipping on class
I'm speaking true to my lacks
Know this ain't time to relax
So I'm going harder than a motherfu-
Yea, Look
Sorry ain't really sorry for being vulgar
This the type of things my mental on when I be sober
But if I openly talk about it they pull me over
Heard I gotta move differently to make it over
To the other side
The grass is greener when you looking right
Can't be looking for the weeds inside
I just gotta take my eyes off mine
Gotta work what's on my side
Just another Black Boy
Tryna get up out the system
Tell me who gone listen
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